It’s not fair! I’ve been dreaming of this day for ages, and now that I have almost died putting all the mechanisms in place, why is it not functioning according to my dream world? The answer for this – of course I know – is that if you want something done, you have to do it yourself! No lah! Forget it! Of course I’m not going to do it myself anymore. I want to live a meaningful life!!! I don’t want to wash clothes, vacuum and mop the floor, cook and do the dishes, repeat until I die! I suffered so much in my youth, and thank God I made it through those tough times! Did I suffer so much at that time, only to end up doing housework and looking after my family until the day I die??!! Then why the hell did I struggle so much for?